LOVEORLUST

Might want to stop yourself before you say "dork".

2005-12-19T03:05:41Z

dork Pronunciation Key (dôrk)
n.

Slang. A stupid, inept, or foolish person: “the stupid antics of America's favorite teen-age cartoon dorks” (Joshua Mooney).
Vulgar Slang. The penis.

b00head @ 2005-12-09T16:03:00

2005-12-09T23:10:30Z

EVERYONE should read Kill Me, Kiss Me.

Seriously, it is one of the funniest, cutest, and angst (...est) Mangas I've ever read.

Jung-Woo, Ghoon-Hahm, Ga-Woon = XOXO

Seriously, there is so much male hotness it's almost hard to handle...

...heh, heh, but only almost. ;]

b00head @ 2005-11-26T19:17:00

2005-11-27T02:24:03Z

OMGFZBREATHEINBYFROUFROUISTHESHIZNIT ♥

I beat Kingdom Hearts! x3
Kairi + Sora = F O R E V E R

Is anyone else as excited as I am for Grey's Anatomy tomorrow?

b00head @ 2005-11-05T15:23:00

2005-11-05T22:26:23Z

Gah, I miss Parfait Tic! :{

I hope we get a new chapter soon... I've already read through the entire series about three times now.

Yay, I was able to switch my classes! No more chemistry for me, no-no. x]

b00head @ 2005-11-03T19:13:00

2005-11-04T02:14:49Z

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.

I am the girl who did not learn the meaning of "homosexual" until high school but never thought to question why two men might be kissing.

I am the woman who argues (quite loudly and vehemently) with the bigots who insist that you do not have the right to marry or raise children.

We are the high school class who agrees, unanimously, along with our teacher, that love should be all that matters.

If you agree, repost this. Do it. You don't have to be afraid. You can handle it. You're stronger than you think.

I am making a difference. Hate will not win.

b00head @ 2005-11-03T19:02:00

2005-11-04T02:03:19Z

My dog Buster died. I'm going to miss him so much. :(

b00head @ 2005-06-30T11:06:00

2005-06-30T17:13:34Z

Your Kingdom Hearts Sweetheart (For Females) by ChibiGriffon
Your Name
Your Fav. Color
Your Sweetheart	Riku
What He Thinks About You	You have pretty eyes

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Well thank you, Riku. (bats eyelashes)

Your Kingdom Hearts Adventure by finnedartist

Your name

Gender

Your goal

Your quote

Your path

Light

Your weapon

Keyblade

Number of heartless you kill

864

You travel with...

Who you're searching for

Your nemesis

Angst percentage: 13%

Chance you'll be in the next game...: 77%

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Yay! I'm searching for a hot guy! But... low angst percentage?! WHAT?! But hey, at least I have a high chance of being in the next game. :D Ahaha... onto the next one!

Your Life In A Kingdom Hearts Game by infiniti
Username on Memegen
Gender
Where you live	Neverland (yo ho yo ho).
Occupation	Victim.
Dates	Aeris.
Looks Like	Tan skin and red hair and blue eyes.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

YAY! I love Neverland! ...but I'm a lesbian? xD

b00head @ 2005-06-30T10:57:00

2005-06-30T16:58:14Z

Your Peter Pan Persona by aure
Your name
Your age in Neverland	10
Your role	Hero
Your alliance	The Pirates
Your weapon	Short Sword
Your clothing	Scales

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Coool, I'm a hero! Yeeess! Wish I was little older... but okay!

b00head @ 2005-06-30T10:48:00

2005-06-30T16:52:28Z

Your Kingdom Hearts placement by Tenshi_Chan
Name
Gender
Age	14
Hair color	Silver/long
Character position	Villian
Your keyblade	Three Wishes

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Woah! I'm a villian, how awesome is that?! xD If I were, I would totally kidnap Sora and make him... my love slave... or something along the lines of that. (cough) And hey! They even got my real age right... crazy.

b00head @ 2005-06-30T10:45:00

2005-06-30T16:45:22Z

Which Kingdom Hearts Character will you share a Paopu Fruit with? by blindkey
Name:
Age:
Gender:
Favorite Character:
Least Favorite Character:
Who:
Their reaction:	They hug you.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Which Kingdom Hearts Character will you share a Paopu Fruit with? by blindkey
Name:
Age:
Gender:
Favorite Character:
Least Favorite Character:
Who:
Their reaction:	They hug you.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Nooo... I wanted Sora. ;_; With just a little modification...

Wa-lah! I have Sora! xD

Omigosh... I'm so sick right now. I stayed up 'til three in the morning, how fun is that? It sucks to major point. It made me miss camp, too! Gosh darn!

Updating for no reason... xD

2005-05-31T04:21:53Z

I don't use this journal AT ALL, but I thought I might as well post. :D Gosh, school is almost over, and one of my last posts was from the end of the last school year... crazy! Hmm... right now I'm trying to make-up all of my work from being absent for eight stinkin' days being sick. Yeah, that was fun... no really, it was! xD Haha, I enjoyed being sick much more than school! Well, I STILL like Reed, and he likes some tenth grader again. It bites, but what can I do? Well, Ty DID tell me to try this "ignoring" strategy, and I think it might actually be working! ...which is weird, because Ty actually gave me advice that works. Strange.

I actually have another (yes, another) diary/journal thingy, which gives me now three (Diaryalnd, here, and now Xanga). Sad or what?! xD Anywho, here's the link (if anyone ever reads this, you can click it! Yay!): my Xanga journal.

b00head @ 2004-08-12T21:26:00

2004-08-13T03:38:51Z

This is me on the lastest chapter of Parfait Tic: XD

Heh, heh, heh... Daiya's so fetchin' cute. Has anyone read it yet? Sooo good. Love, love, love. <3

I'm a bit down right now because I wasn't able to find Kolby at football practice, though... poo. Maybe tomorrow, who knows?

NEW CHAPTER! YAY!

2004-08-11T18:20:56Z

ANOTHER NEW CHAPTER OF PARFAIT TIC WAS PUT UP! YAYNESS! ( Just ignore the CAPS... sorry.) But... chapter six! WOO-WOO! I cannot believe that Ichi moved away, though. It's crazy. And Daiya likes Fuuko now (okay, that was in chapter five, but whatever), and I love, love, LOVE it.

Man, my entries in this journal are pathetic; they're all about basically NOTHING. Gah. XD If you want more (well, sort of) meaningful entries, you can visit my Diaryland.com journal instead of this one.

Then again, it's not like anyone visits this journal... except Bob. But that's an entirely different story.

Woh, weird thing happened yesterday. In the video-game Kingdom Hearts, you know how there's that first town you go to called Traverse Town? Well, weird enough, Utah has a place called Traverse Mountain. When I saw the sign by the entrance my eyes got all wide and I was thinking, "Omigosh! HOLY WEIRDNESS!" because basically nothing exciting happens during the summer, and I'm pathetic, so this was cool for me. XD

Well, we're going to Lagoon soon with the Petersons, so I better go get ready... pft, I'm already ready! No need to... but I have to go clean the kitchen. Crap, I forgot. I better go do THAT. Eh.

Perfect girlfriends, that's me! ...Wait, what?!

2004-08-03T14:51:21Z

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Heck, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla

Doesn't surprise me. 8D Lol. Just kidding, only kidding! No wait, I'm not. Dang, no wonder men stare when I walk into a room... I rock. Haha. Still kidding!

Actually, this really surprises me.

Wow. Go figure. I guess you never truly know yourself until you take an online quiz. Pft.

Well, I must say that Now 16 doesn't have ANY of the good songs so far this year. Quite disapointing really... hmm, but this Dude song by Beenie Man and Ms. Thing I really like! It's weird, though... I've never even heard this song on the radio before! Crazy.

Insanity Test

2004-06-18T02:25:33Z

End of school.

2004-06-13T16:17:26Z

Okay, so school ended almost a week ago... I was too lazy to enter anything since then, though. But, I've had this nagging feeling inside me and it's just been driving me insane! Argh. I mean, I'm so happy that school's over... everyone is when it ends. No more homework or tests; no more nagging teachers or getting up at the crack of dawn either. But, you see, there are bad things about the end of the school year too... I know, it's even hard for ME to believe.

We don't get to see our friends everyday, so it's harder to call them. In fact, it's even harder to just call them and TALK during the summer. Well, at least it is for me...

The worst thing is not being able to see your crush. Argh, doesn't that just drive you INSANE over the summer? I mean, all you do is think about him and what you should have written in his yearbook, or whatever he COULD have written in your yearbook, had you asked him to sign yours. It just, it gets to you, I guess. Ugh. I hate it.

b00head @ 2004-06-05T15:24:00

2004-06-05T21:34:56Z

Ah, school has finally ended and I am so completely relieved. But it does suck that I never got Kolby to sign my yearbook. I was looking all over for him, and I finally saw him, but then Daisha wanted me to sign her yearbook, so I was like: "Okay, Daisha first, then I'll go find Kolby!" But, as you can see... that didn't work out as planned. I totally lost him in the crowd when lunch began, and he went to fifth period, and so I was expecting to catch him at the yearbook signing assembly at the end of the day, but he wasn't there! Grr...

But then I see him when we're DRIVING AWAY on the bus! So I'm not even in reach to ask for him to sign my yearbook! GRR! I was about to cry because he was the ONLY person that I really even wanted to sign my yearbook... well, I guess there's nothing I can do about it now... darn.

Another bad thing about the yearbooks is that when I asked Reed to sign mine, it took him ten hours just to write:

Hey Heather, you're awesome, stay that way.
See you next year.

-Reed

That pretty much was annoying me to no end... oh, and he didn't ask me to sign his, so I felt really, really bad! XD I guess I was hallucinating when I thought we were friends... but yeah... I'm still calm, even after all this crap happened. I'm good. I'm just so glad that the school-year is over and that I don't have to deal with homework and rude guyfriends anymore... few. What a relief!

Peter Pan. :D

2004-05-16T22:04:23Z

Well, I got the Peter Pan DVD two weeks ago, on Friday, and have basically watched it everyday since then. :3 Yee, I love that movie! It's the best!

Um, anywho... Megan Hale had a party last Friday, and it rocked. :D Way fun. Especially since we watched Peter Pan as our movie... haha! FUN! Well, all I have to say right about now is that Jacob Barlett's dimples are extremely cute. He was at Megan's party. :) He rox.

I have some ideas for a Peter Pan music video but I don't think that I'm ready to jump on any of them quite yet... but there is a song by the Hooters called, "Where Did the Children Go?" that has an uncanny resemblance to Peter Pan, so I'm leaning towards that song.

b00head @ 2004-04-11T22:03:00

2004-04-12T04:12:36Z

No school tomorrow! Happiness! :D Though, I'm still not sure what I should be doing tomorrow... hm, fix up Cardcaptor Circuit or go to the movies/mall with Erin and Casey? The options waver... friends or visitors? xD Como? SOMEONE TELL ME! Lol. I have no idea, really... don't ask me. Man, I'm babbling again.

Someone shoot me already, why don't y'eh?

b00head @ 2004-04-10T22:59:00

2004-04-11T05:08:50Z

Man, I've been reading Parfait Tic! (Heartbreak Love!), this Manga about a girl who's in love with this guy, and his cousin is in love with her, and now she might be in love with his... grr, it always gets me so emotional and totally confused. xD

Man, one time I was reading this book in third period, and the dad in the book was being such a huge jerk, so I spent the entire walk to fourth period telling Erin, Casey and David what a jerk he was. And so then David was like: "Geez, Heather, you shouldn't read for a while. You get a little TOO into it, you know what I mean?" So, I kicked him in the butt and told him not to be stupid and that I love to read, and wouldn't give it up for the world. And that's the truth, you know! I love, love, love reading. I also love music.

Speaking of music, this week was a girl's week for my mom, my sister, and I, so instead of going to California with my dad and brother for spring break, we stayed home and went shopping and saw three different movies. Out of the millions of clothes we bought, we also got I think... six CD's. We got Jessica Simpson, Hoopastank (is that how you spell it?), Rascal Flatts, Tim McGraw, Now 15, and uh... can't remember the last one. xD But yeah, that would be the motherload of CD's right there! JOY! :D

Reed and Monique... yuck!

2004-03-13T02:05:34Z

I missed school today, for no reason at all! WOO-HOO! I love my life. Uh.... yeah. And, strange enough, Reed's in Denver... Erin says that he's probably there for a basketball game, but I'm not quite sure! But, who knows?

Oo, speaking of Reed, we switched seats in first period (science; Mr. Hall) yesterday, and Monique wanted Reed to sit by her, but, oh look, FATE! There are two seats left over: one by Monique... one by me. There are also two people absent: Reed and Cassidy. And, of course, today Cassidy chose the seat by Monique because Talona's is right next to that, and so now I get to sit by Reed! IN YOUR FACE MONIQUE!

So, yeah, things went alright... but, ew, I think Monique's having Chelsea ask Reed out for her... and I hope he says no. Or, at least, he better, if he would like to keep his arm in working order...!

Late-over!

2004-02-28T06:10:43Z

Boy, I haven't written in ages! Well, Kasey, Erin and I had a late-over tonight... :D Just barely! It was fun. We hung out and played "What If?" and a game of charades with us acting out people in our classes. It was so hilarious to make fun of people that we, um... ahem, dislike immensely. :P

Reed broke his ankle on Wednesday in gym! It was so sad, don't know why, though. It's just... he looks so vunderable limping down the hall like that... heh, I'm weird. XD

Writing again...

2004-02-03T06:00:21Z

Yay, I've finally gotten back to writing my "Line in the Sand" original fictional story on FictionPress! :D The chapter that I just finished is so cruddy... I desprately need to go back and fix it. I was about to do it before I posted it, but it has been so many months since I last posted chapter two that I knew that I really needed to post chapter three now, whether it was full of mistakes or not. So yeah... I did. :3

Anyway, I think I got about a 3.7 GPA for last quarter... lucky me. :D Then again, Erica got a 4.0 for the second time... but let's not put myself down!

I cannot believe that I like this Toxic song... it's so addicting. XD I'm completely obsessed with it. I know every single word of it already and I barely heard it two weeks ago.

Oh crap... I'm starting to like Britney Spears...

I need therapy... 0_0;

What my boyfriend is gonna be... and then Ty.

2004-01-19T19:21:28Z

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend?

Haha, I love Ryouga. :D He's adorable. And, it's all so totally true, because I love screw-ups like him! Not total screw-ups (druggies, anyone?), but just guys that mess-up every once and a while. I do the same thing as Ryouga, like trip a lot (I'm such a klutz), and so a completely perfect guy would drive me nuts... like Ty! I'd be on 'freak-out' mode every other ten seconds of the day because of that kid! Boy, oh, boy...

Hey! That would make a cool fanfiction title! "Boy, oh, Boy", haha, I like it! XD Don't ask, I have a weird trail of thought...

Anyway, I totally blew up at Ty on Friday after school! He kept telling Erin to shut-up on the bus and I just freaked out on MSN and just kept typing and typing about how dense and rude and arrogant he is... yeah, I was so rude! So, he just got offline.

I tried to call him later in the week, but he was at a scout camp over the weekend (I thought that he was at Monique's house!), so he wasn't home. Luckily, he got on last night, at like eleven o'clock, and he told me to "just forget" at first, and I was so surprised. I felt kind of... more guilty, but I also felt kind of, well, special. I thought that maybe Ty had a soft-spot for me... but he quickly corrected that... it made me kind of sad, well, from what he said. He's all: "it's not like i do this with just you, i do this with everyone. i can't stay mad at people. and not just girls, either."

Why did that make me feel bad? He's so, just... ugh, more complicated beyond words! It's so frustrating! He told me that he didn't like me. He said, and I quote: "you're an awesome person, but i don't like you in that way" and then he went on to say that we were kind of like best-friends and stuff like that... grr. I was very, very rejected by him! Then, I come to find out, that he has told Erin (who I wanted to tell myself) and Tessa Hunt! I sit right by Tessa!

It's like, I come to second period and everyday Tessa's thinking when she sees me: "Oh, look, it's that girl that likes Ty, but won't get him because he has a girlfriend." And, when I tried to explain that to Ty, he just thought I was over-reacting and said "whatever."

Ty Arlin Pilcher is the most frustrating person I know... but at least he's back to normal again... even if it is only because he's going-out with Mckenzi. I'm content with that for now. :3

Advice for him... and he's lost.

2004-01-08T05:33:14Z

Today... today he asked me for advice, Ty, I mean. Imagine... Ty Pilcher, asking for advice? Odd, yes. It wasn't only that, but very... sad too. I don't know why. Why am I so sad that he was asking me about advice on, like, if a girl liked him or not?

Well, maybe, one: it was about Brittany and Mckenzi, who aren't the most favorable people in school. But, it seems different. Like...

I lost a friend.

Did I really I lose Ty? Is he really my friend anymore? Everything has been too mature and depressing in our conversations, especially after we got in a fight over winter break. He's gotten mature... almost too mature, and I didn't that was possible, especially for a GUY!

Today at lunch Erin and I were doing the usually joking around with Ty during lunch, and he was just looking at us, he wasn't really laughing. I mean, occasionally he would, but he wouldn't laugh a lot, like he used too. I told him that he had changed on MSN tonight, and he asked, "how?"

It me a while to answer that. Maturity finally came to mind. He didn't get what I meant and then just started to talk about how "Kylee said I was mature once..." and it made me mad. I don't care if Kylee said he was mature! I don't like her all too much anyway!

In fact... I don't really like any of the people Ty hangs out with. All of the girls... or the guys.

Why don't I like any of them?